Dear Diary, 27 days clean. I’ve got a very long list of things to do: Call a bankruptcy trustee to see if I have to declare bankruptcy, get my health looked after, go to more meetings and find a place to serve my 30 hours of community service. From my
Dear Diary, 20 days clean today. Great, right? Doesn’t feel that way. In fact it feels worse on some level. Because now I am left with me. The thought of doing things, even things that will benefit me, feels overwhelming. I feel like I’m walking through molasses. Am I depressed?
Dear Diary, 13 days ago I had, what is hopefully, my last hit of drugs. It’s been a tough week though. I want to stay clean more than I want to use, but I am still feeling the effects – well, damage – from my last binge. Takes forever to
Dear Diary, I didn’t think I could go much lower than shitting my pants in public, but… Six days ago I scraped the last of my cocaine onto a spoon, cooked it up with some water and loaded it into a slightly used syringe. I tied off my arm with
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